Barely conscious, but barely able to feel any kind of pain.
Only the essential pains I feel.
By God, by every divine and undivine being, I will not remain helpless towards my own life.
By all the angels that have guided me when I was once worthy, and by all the devils that grasp my mind today. By myself, by everything.
I swear, and swearing is meant to be most honest.
I swear and all of those testify.
On an indeterminate day, at an indeterminate time, I will be most determined, as determined as a living thing can be.