Am I not the devil?

Sufficiently far for everything to seem small
I am either closer to God now, or on the other side

But my eyes are red and my soul is dark;
Am I not the Devil, the opposite of God?

Am I not far because God has expelled me
to save every other creature of His?

But how would God punish me in Hell when his greatest fire ignites from within me?

I realize now that my punishment started when I started
for an unacceptable crime that started when I started